Tick, tick, tick, tick

Okay.  I’m honestly getting pretty nervous.  I have to end this freakhog thing, in three stories no less.  Or maybe less.  It’s more likely that it won’t be less.  Huh?

Seriously, though, I’m a little frozen up.  I’ve got a lot of things up in the air and now every step I take with any character or situation has to begin to push those things towards their ending…which I don’t know.  I’m pretty sure I should just dive in and write an opening scene, but I’m not doing that.  I’m too nervous.

Also I don’t know my opening scene yet.  There are like five that I’m thinking of using.

So I’m sort of in limbo here with no real notion of whether I should proceed or keep toying or what.  Toying is so much more fun.  It just doesn’t finish books is all.

So nervous.